Time to Wake up & LIVE

Went through a bit of a funk this last 2 weeks or maybe month. Just feeling all out of wack with my life, my thoughts, my intentions, my dreams, my choices, pretty much my EVERYTHING ! I hope that I am not the only one over here literally dying bored with this conventional lifestyle that we are all "living".

Wake up people ! WAKE UP & LIVE. It is time to follow your dreams, your passions, & your heart.
Start a revolution, start a damn LOVELUTION people ! I'm begging you, please.

Here's the thing, this world is too damn beautiful to be stuck working a job 40+ hours a week that you feel the upmost contempt with. Living each day with a quiet desperation underneath it all. If you don't feel this way, well lucky you but I'm sure you get tired of the same cycle, every day, every week, every month, every paycheck, every bill, if it's not one thing, it's another right? I know that I do and this quiet desperation has gotten too loud and it's bothering me now. I want to squash it, kill it, get rid of it, never see it again and rise ABOVE it.

Well, how about we quit dealing with the shit we hate and start living our life exploring what we LOVE. Will you join me, please? Pretty please?

It's just an idea but I think it's a grand one that could possibly change the world. No, it can change the world. Ever had a moment where you realize how much you'd love to change the world ? Even if you had the thought when you were a young ambitious individual, you still had it and it is still in there somewhere. Underneath all that worry and fear of being inadequate and helplessness, it's in there waiting for you. All you must do is go reveal it with open arms, an open heart, open mind, and fucking create something beautiful. You don't even have to find it, all you must do is uncover it because it's already there, like I said, waiting for YOU.

So, here's the plan. I am taking a leap of faith and never looking back. I'm going to defy all of this & let everyone know that it is possible and can be done. Because honestly, I'm tired of the bullshit, I'm tired of wasting my very small amount of time that I have on this Earth serving people "food" that will poison their bodies, I'm done cleaning disgusting dirty tables, picking up nasty ass old food off the floor, cleaning bathrooms, mopping floors, and using my personal skills for someone else's greedy needs. I'm going to use my skills to create something beautiful, to create something of value, something that will change the world and inspire others to do the same. Join me on this journey, not just by reading but by defying your own conventional life and turning it into something worth living and beautiful.

All we need is love, some faith, and a dream. We can do this, we can change the world.

 

 

Motley Crew

Friends/ Acquaintances...relationships with another human being in general


They often have me wondering about why am I friends with this person or why have I crossed paths with this person? Or even more weird, why i have i seen this guy out and about like 10 times, randomly. Why do we create relationships with people and how do they stick around and thrive? My question is; I don't even know my own question, I have a bunch floating around. But back to relationships. Obviously, relationships stem from a person seeing something in the other person as enduring, exciting, comforting, evolutionary...bottom line the person is in some way using the other person to fuel some sort of need. Not always in an evil way but in today's world, most are of that nature. Seems to be how we are conditioned to think. Always caring for yourself first, no matter what. Yes, in the end it is only you living your life but if you think that way its going to be a lonely, heartless life. You must think of others as yourself in the most loving, caring way, which then allows for your heart to receive the love and care from yourself and others. What you give is what you get !



Sometimes I'll start to wonder how my friends and I have completely different interests and common ideas yet we are still friends and hang out quite often. Most of them are on two different spectrums when it comes to music, ideas,  & just ways of living ! How is it that I am friends with such a motley group of friends, what is it that is keeping me around to hang out with them even though they are almost the complete opposite of who I am? Well, I'm friends with them for a reason. They are in my life for a reason & there is something that I am supposed to give to them that will help them in some way. I'm not exactly sure what it is so I will leave it to them to figure out. And the same goes for them, I will gain something in this life from my relationship with them that was supposed to be brought upon me. So, to keep it simple I think ill stick to looking at relationships in that way instead of the rather.

Lets try and be grateful for the friends that we do have in our lives right now and treat them with kindness and an understanding heart. You will soon realize how special of a part they play in your life. Because in the end, we are all in this together.

Goddess Warrior of Love

Day in and day out, a lot of things seem to stay the same. But they aren't, they are not the same at all actually. The only thing that remains constant is myself and my thoughts. So, naturally things are going to seem the same to me if my mind is constrained by my own never-ending, controlling, cycle of thoughts. So what's a gal to do? Read every bit of information that gives insight on silencing the mind and living an everlasting blissful life. Check. Or maybe watch some Alan Watt's videos, become inspired then shortly after end up in the same damn place where I started, my soul crying & yearning to get out of my tiny jail cell-like mind. Maybe that's the thing, maybe I'm looking into all of this a little too seriously. I must remind myself to keep dancing along the journey and enjoy every moment of it. I often forget the steps & have to take a second to reflect and pick back up on the tango or even sometimes the cha cha. Or on my better days, the wop (those of you who are unfamiliar with the dance, just youtube "wop") Just like with anything though, people become tired of dancing and sometimes people even start to dislike dancing. Why is that? What keeps us from dancing through life at every moment as it should be. What truly keeps us going? Love. Love is the answer and will always be the answer. If everything you do is filled with love, it doesn't leave much room for anything of the lesser and why would you even want anything else other than that feeling of true love vibrating from deep within your soul. Great things happen when you walk through life full of love, the tricky part is keeping your heart filled with that love.


Here's the thing, its simple, you must keep dancing & you must keep loving. There is nothing else to worry about, have faith in yourself and the universe around you and remember that everything is connected in each and every single way. We must fight for our lives, we must fight for our happiness. But not in the sense of hurting another or yourself, but fight for evolution of the soul. Fight for love and all that is and ever will be. You are a Goddess Warrior of everlasting love & happiness now go out & LIVE.